Day11: When the computer start to think that he is the program.

Let's imagine that the mind would be like a super computer totally programable.
Now let's immagine that the program that we are installing in that computer is installed during the first 7 years of our life.
Now let's imagine that the programmer are not even aware that they are run by program because they have been program in a way that their program take all their attention so they have came to believe that the program is them.
So instead of programming, effectively the super computer of their child so they can value life and move foward to create a world that is best for all, they would only dump all their programs of fear and survival in that super computer.
When the programmind is done after 7 years, the child is convince that he is the programs that  he is program with.
There's many name for program.
Name, culture, nationality, race, identity  etc.

Let's immagine that our programing is totally fucked and lead us to perpetuate destructive behaviour for ourselve, other and our environnement.
If we have come to believe that we are those programs,
That's mean we are fucked.

The solution seems simple. Just realize that we are not  thoses programs and we are free to do whatever we want. Or like all those spiritual teacher preach, just be present.

Unfortunately it's not that simple. Since it's take 7 years to tottally fucked ourselve, it will take a while to unprogram all the junk we have accepted and allowed as true.

That's what belief is all about. programs that we have accepted and allowed

Beliefs are always root in doubt. Since we have no certainty about it, we will try to protect them. We would rather die than being wrong.

That's completely fucked.

Now let's imagine that we would have the tool to deprogram yourself, would you do it ?

In many case this answer is no, because we think we are those program, so ending them would mean cease to exist.

This is completely fucked too 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to think that thought/emotion/feeling was who I am

I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself to realize that deprogram myself is a process and can take up to 7 year, if I am consistent

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that me as a program, has in fact always been the real programmer since I had to accept and allow program from my environement to become a part of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that since I have always been the programmer, I can start deprogramming myself from anything that prevent me from living as equal and in consideration of what is best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that taking 100 % responsibility for our life mean that we cannot blame anyone for our programming, since WE have accepted and allowed it.