Monday 28 October 2019

Day 52: Born as a slave

That you are a slave, Neo. Like everyone else, you were born into bondage. Born into a prison that you cannot smell or taste or touch. A prison for your mind - Morpheus

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am born in a world of slavery

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order for me to be free, every human being must be free

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I was free without realizing that my thought/emotion/feeling are happening automatically and operate every aspect of my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order to seek freedom, a slave must be aware that he is a slave

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my free choice was in fact the unfolding of a preprogram design

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that humanity is bound by their own self-interest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I am bound by my own self-interest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have the right to freedom, when in fact I participate everyday in a system that enslave other human being

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that real freedom can only exist in a world that is best for all

Saturday 26 October 2019

Day 51 : The concequence of a competitive money system

As we are born in a competitive money system, where we have to fight for our survival from the day we are born until we die, it's hard for people to conceive what's possible if we would cooperate to create a world that is best instead of competing to survive.

Our entire system is based on survival.

There's no guaranteed in this life, if we don't find a way to adapt ourselves to that system, the system crush us.

This in not without consequence. Because we fail to cooperate with each other to create a world that is best for everybody, we have to fight with each other in order to get a great position in the system.

Like an Olympic competition, there's only one gold medal. What characteristic all the gold medal winner have in common ? They are ruthless. They have no consideration at all for their opponent, because their goal is to win at all cost.

Our entire money system is very similar than an Olympic competition. In order to reach the top in this system, a person have to be ruthless and don't have any consideration for other human being. It's simply the way that the system is design.

Now, let's be clear. In order to change this system we need to equalize it, therefore a significant amount of money will be require to change it. In another word, we need to be ruthless to create a world that is best for all. Not ruthless toward other human being, but ruthless toward our collective programming. In another word, being a good citizen, according to our cultural brainwashing will only perpetuate the current system in place. Our conception of good or bad is so corrupt that we cannot use that as an indicator. We have to start looking at what is best or not, but even that is challenging when we see it from the perspective of our preprogram accepted reality.

Is there a way out?

In fact we always had a way out, but we cannot see it because of our preprogramming of survival. We are so busy surviving that our entire focus is  on that point. And the money system is perfectly design to keep us in that state.


What would be the first step.

The first step that need to be address is education. In order to be able to understand what is going inside/out, a minimum level of vocabulary is require.

People that have a low level of vocabulary can also easily be influence by the media and programming as explain in the documentary ''the century of the self''

Another issue with a low level of education is that people with a low vocabulary can not express effectively what they are feeling. Because they doesn't have the word, they have no way out. They then become violent to get that energy out. With the automation that is coming, those who was relying on jobs that wasn't require any particular level of vocabulary will become out of control and start revolution. As history have showed us, revolution always bring us back to the starting point, because we never address the root cause.


The problem we have is that our schooling system doesn't allow us to reach such a minimum level of vocabulary. Therefore it's the parents responsibility to make sure that the child receive the best education. Unfortunately, it's in some case very hard to do for parents with a low income, because they have to put their survival first.

Once a certain level of vocabulary is understood, the process can be walk. Without a basic vocabulary, it will be impossible for a person to grasp the concept of mind, thought, emotion and feeling.

It's through the understanding of those concept that a person can start to walk the process and start becoming aware of what's going on inside of them.

Eventually, as the they move themselves in the process, they will be able to reach the point of nothingness. At this point, a person can be trust, because they are not directed by their mind anymore. They then have to reprogram themselves to do what is best

As I am writing this, I am not even done with my first years. Therefore, I can't be trust and I know it.

Since the process is so long, and very few people are willing to even start it, we will see the unfolding of the collective preprogramming and that will not be a pretty picture.

Since our system is based on a collective agreement, once the mass will start to realize that they have been betrayed by a system that they have put their trust in, they will become out of control. Since our entire system is based on trust, we will assist to a massive collapsing.

Everyone will look for someone to blame. Very few peoples will look at themselves and see that the system is really just a reflection of our own self-interest that we have never be willing to give up to created what is best.

Certain thing are inevitable, but I can not use that as an excuse to not move myself. I am in charge of my own process. My first step is to take responsibility to fix my own resonance so I can be someone that can be trust. I can not keep living as mind and expecting create change in the system when the very core of who I am is absolute deception.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with world event as an excuse to not focus on my individual process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt in the value of the process

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize that our money system keep people in survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the system would collapse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with thing that I have no control over it to distract myself from doing what I do have the control on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be willing to do whatever it take to create a world that is best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel discourage about people unresponsiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger towards people that don't give a fuck

Friday 25 October 2019

Day 50 : Does destiny is a fatality ?

Before we start, let's define destiny

des·ti·ny
noun
the events that will necessarily happen to a particular person or thing in the future.
"she was unable to control her own destiny"
the hidden power believed to control what will happen in the future; fate.
"he believes in destiny"
Origin
Middle English: from Old French destinee, from Latin destinata, feminine past participle of destinare ‘make firm, establish’.
We often people saying thing like, it was my destiny to be in that situation today. Do they really understand the implication of that affirmation?  

If this is true, where's the free will in that. 

I like the metaphor with the seed in the audio resonant seed ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=om3hbaqO_cs&t=52s) 

Our destiny would be the unfolding of the seed of our preprograming. 
Our destiny would be contain in our resonant seed

It's like a tree. His destiny is contain in his seed. Even if it seems that the tree is evolving, that have nothing to do with evolution since the entire life of the tree was already written. The only thing that determine if the tree would reach his greatest potential is the environment in which that tree is growing. 

If we look at the origin of the word, destiny came from destinare which mean make firm, establish. 
Now the question is: Do I have more free will than a tree? 

Physically, there's some aspect that are the way they are. I would waste my time to try to change that. 

But the mind, which is absolute deception and in total control of the physical body, can be deconstruct. I know that such thing is possible, because it's have been done. I also have experiencing some kind of liberation as I have remove few layer as I start walking the process. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the concept of destiny, it a word that represent the concept of our preprogram design

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that destiny can be alter by walking the process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that altering destiny doesn't mean changing direction it's instead a decision to walk back in reverse to deconstruct what build my current destiny. 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I could have free will without deconstructing the mind by walking a 7 years process. 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the difference between consciousness and awareness. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I don't have free will if I am operating from consciousness.

Thursday 24 October 2019

Day 49 : We don't have free will

I was listening to an audio where Bernard explain that the only choice we have is choosing between the option that are available to us within our preprogram accepted reality.

Since every thought that we have can only be generated within the limit of our programming, what we have is nothing close to free will.

A real free will would not be subject to limitation.

He also mention in another audio that the only 2 options that we have are choosing between self interest or what is best for all.

Now it seems to me that the other challenge that we are facing is that even our conception of a world that is best for all is subject to our programming, therefore it's easy to have an opinion about what is best without really knowing how reality operate. For this reason, the process become the way to get out of the fog of self-interest and become a living example of what's best.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have free will

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think wanting to have the right for MY opinion and discarding what is best, is self-interest based

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what is best is not rooted in opinion but in common sense and consider how reality operate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only 2 options that I have are choosing between what is best or self-interest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the mind will always choose self-interest, because what is best is perceive as a threat for the mind.

Wednesday 23 October 2019

Day 48: Exposing the parasitic mind


A parasite need his host To feed themselves
The host doesn't need the parasite!
How could we have come to think that we need the mind to operate in this world ?
The mind is a smart parasite, he know that if he can convince his host that he is that mind, he will not attack what he believe to be himself
how could such an abuse have been tolerated for so long?
It’s only through secrecy that the mind can control his host.
If we would really be aware, we wouldn’t tolerate that.
Who would deliberately tolerate a parasite that suck the life out of his body?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the mind is a parasite for the physical body

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I could not operate in this world without the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the mind is conditioned, therefore every thought/emotion/feeling that I have is preprogram

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have free will without realizing that choosing between the option of my accepted reality is not free will

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that getting rid of the parasitic mind is a long process that need to be walk in reverse

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for looking for the quick fix to get rid of the mind without considering how reality work

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if let my parasitic mind controlling me and if I allow myself to think that I am my mind, I therefore become a parasite for all life on this planet