Day 4 : Free to chose hell

In this post we will explore the subject of choice.
We as human have come to believe that free choice was the ultimate gift, therefore making us the superior species on this planet.
Unfortunately, We have become so delusional that we didn't realize that this free choice is far from being the nice picture of unlimited potential we have been brainwash with.
At the end, every choice we had could be reduce to 2 choices. Here's fews ways to express those choice :

Oneness, separation
Best for all, self interest
Reality,Illusion

The first choice apply collectively would bring heaven on earth,
The second choice apply collectively would bring hell on earth,

Just look at the amount of suffering that we have collectively created on the planet and you will know what choice we have made collectively so far.

There's 10 children that have died of hunger since I started writing this blog
Each year, an estimated 18 billion pounds of plastic waste enters the world's ocean from coastal regions but we keep producing it massively
Around 18 million of people of people that are dying from hearth disease every years and the big companies keep pushing junk food and cigarettes. Do you know that animal do not have hearth attack? 

I could keep going, this is just the tip of the iceberg of the atrocity we are collectively creating with our "amazing gift" of free choice. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I don't really have free choice since my choice is determine by my mind programming and that programming is determine by my environment in the first 7 years of my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that free choice is at the end about choosing what is best for all or choosing self-interest. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I don't really have free choice since I have already make that choice

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order to be able to choice what is best for all, I have to deconstruct all the layer of the mind that force me to chose self-interest/survival/fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted end and allowed myself to not realize that the story of Adam and Eve was the story of the beginning of free choice and the starting point of all suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the law of polarity is in fact just a collective agreement sustain by the fact that we can chose something else than what is best for all(like nature is doing for every living thing on this planet)

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only way to eliminate suffering that is created by the polarity good/bad is to created a world that is best for all. 

I commit myself to stop and breath when I found myself choosing self interest
I commit myself use the tool that have been proven to work to deconstruct the layer of my mind
I commit myself to the best of my ability to contribute to the creation of a world that is best for all