Day 5 : Equality vs Self-bettermen

The first time I heard about creating a world of equality, it almost feel threatening to me. Why? because I was brainwashing myself with self betterment since so long that I have become blind from the most obvious evidence.

Self-Betterment is about increasing the illusion I  can become better than another person. Since we are all one, that kind of bullshit is just increasing the feeling of separateness and therefore lead to internal chaos and miserable existence.

The opposite side is also true, feeling that I am less than another person also increase the feeling of separation, and lead me to an horrible existence.

There's another aspect to this. In order for me to be better, another one have to be less. So not only by making myself better, I have to make other feel that they are less. This is insane!

How could I have the arrogance to think that my life has more value than any other human being life.

The cure to insanity is equality 

If it's true that we are all one, this mean :

Everyone life is equally valuable
Nobody is superior or inferior to any other
Nobody is more deserving than another

So the real personal development is not about building myself , it's a removal process. Remove the layer of the mind that prevent me to live that equality with all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that self betterment was the way to have an impact on this world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear equality and had the  belief that equality would be limiting, when in fact what we could accomplish as humanity would be limitless if we would all working together to the best of everyone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand for equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for being judge/rejected/criticized for standing for equality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that self-perfection is not about becoming a better person, it's about moving myself towards equality by using the proven tool and process until I live it in every breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value my life more than other human being life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my self-interest cut myself from life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see that if we are all one, a world that is best for all is just common sense.