Day 47 : Why no sustainable change is possible if education isn't adress first

We are facing many challenge on a global scale.

Pollution, poverty, suicide, corruption, automation that replace more and more jobs, civil war, starvation etc.

In order to create a sustainable solution to those problem, we need to address the root cause.  It's a little bit like a disease, many symptoms can manifest, but if we don't find and adress the root cause, it will always came back.

The root cause of all of those problems start with education. So far we have been educated to survive, we have be educated to fear people around us, we have been educated to live a life of self-interest, we have been educated buy stuff, we have been educated to believe.

In addition to that, we are unequal in vocabulary, therefore we cannot communicate with each other properly.

That's the first thing that need to be adress

We need to equalize the vocabulary so we can all speak the same language.
We need to sit together and start having a discussion about what is best for all life ( I don't talk about belief here, I talk about measurable results based on reality that consider what are the real needs of human being)
We need to educate ourselves about how we can live in harmony with all life on this planet.
We need to educate ourselves and our children about how our mind work.

In fact many things need to be done, but none of that will be possible if people can't process information.

Since every informations/knowlege is made of words. The only way we can process it is by increasing our level of vocabulary. When this will be achieve, we will be able to agree on what is best for all and start moving toward that direction as a society.

That change will not come from the top down.

We need to make the decision to bring ourselves to the highest level of education possible, so we can educate our child in a way that consider what's best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no change is possible if education is not adress

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that education start with vocabulary ( Because it's impossible to learn anything if we don't have the words properly integrated)

I commit myself to increase my vocabulary to the highest level possible to become effective in that system

I commit myself to show that, there's effective way to raise ourselves to a high level of education

Day 46 : addiction as a way to escape from the mind

I have always find myself being incredibly judgmental towards people that are smoking cigarettes.
What I haven't realize at that time, is that while I am judging, I was not facing my own challenge with addiction.

Every addiction have all the same purpose. It's a way to feel a relieve from the mind.

In my particular case, I was getting drunk every single weekend, because this was allowing me to release the stress created and accumulated by my mind during the week. Until someone point it to me, I have never realize that this addiction was having huge consequence on my life.

Resisting the uncontrollable urge to fall into addiction, would allow me to face the resistance that's coming up instead of run away from it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every addiction is detrimental

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that addiction are just a way to escape the pain that's created by the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let addiction take control over my life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that addiction is just a way to postponing the pain.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I would be less without the addiction that I have accepted and allowed to become a part of my life.

Day 45 : Facing the fear of being judge

Few days ago, I tried to write but I wasn't able to.
usually I start to write and the words are just flowing, but it wasn't the case.
As I was staring at my white screen I was wondering what was wrong with me?

Few days latter I finally figure it out. The fear of being judge had came back to the surface.
I was sure it was gone, but I was wrong.

In fact it came back with more intensity than ever before.

The ego really didn't like being exposed. I have even consider deleting everything. My blog, video and even my Facebook account.

Instead of doing and giving up, I chose to face the point.

Why do I care so much about what other people think about me ?

In fact what other people think about me is just an automatic response to their programming that have been lay down during the first 7 years of their life. It does not worth more than the opinion of a toaster.

When I think about that, so many people maintain their status quo, because they are afraid of what other people would think of them if they would change.

That's kind of stupid when we really think about that. It would be so much easier to create a descent future for the child of this world if we would not be as busy to maintain that fake image that we have created to fit in our society.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being judge by other people

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to other people opinion without considering the fact that people opinion came from their programmed consciousness/mind system that have been lay down in the first 7 years of their life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to some opinions when in fact those opinions are not considering the real world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be paralyzed by the fear of judgment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being attack/judge/rejected is common when we try to create change, therefore I should not let that stop me from doing what is best

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand for what is best for everyone, because of fear of being rejected.