day 54: When the truth hurt we are getting somewhere

Last week I was listening to an audio from Bernard Poolman.

In that audio he shared the following concept: those who try to make you feel good do not expose you to the truth. The truth hurt! When the truth hurt, you know you are getting somewhere.

From my own experience, I did experience what he talk about.

When I was seeking the « truth » that feel good, I wasn’t getting anywhere. I was just looping the same loop over and over, because that « truth » wasn’t really the truth, it’s was all mind/ego/self interest based.

When I have been exposed to the « truth » that hurt,it didn’t feel good, because for the first time of my life I had to face myself. I had to take responsibility for everything that I have accepted and allowed within me.

I then had to be self-honest about all the suffering that’s happening within this world and how I was actively participating in a system that was creating that suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use feelings as way to mesure if I was exposed to the truth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek the « truth » instead of finding the truth in what is real

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not use common sense to see the truth of reality in front of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create truth as a mind concept without realizing that I had no idea of what’s really going on

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that truth hurts

Day 53: Love or Life ?

We are hear those beautiful speeches about how love will change the world.
When we look at at history, we can see that love haven’t change anything in this world.
Love by definition is a feeling.
We have to be delusional to think that a feeling will change the system of enslavement we are all in.
We have to be delusional to think that a feeling will eliminate poverty
We have to be delusional to think that a feeling will change the money system
We have to be delusional to think that a feeling has any impact on physical reality.


Now let’s look at life. Life is something real, tangible.valuable

In the name of love, we have suppress life. Thousands of people are dying in horrible conditions every single day, while we have more than enough resources for everybody.

We still have wars, nobody trust each other.

What a loving humanity we are !

It’s time to end the delusion and bring back life in the equation.

When everyone will have access to a life of dignity, we will know what real love is, because at this
Point, we won’t have the fear that’s always attached to that love.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that love is a feeling

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a solution based on a feeling can’t be sustainable, because a feeling is temporary

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look at the real definition of the word love, and based my definition of love on feeling,memories and images that have been programmed by my environment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that love is self interest based

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that love is something that I am generating

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that love can’t exist without fear.

I commit myself to honour life.

I commit to not rely on love to bring change in this world

I commit myself to use practical measurable ways to bring change in this world.