Day 35 : 8 stage of the process part 1 of 8 ( Self-Deceiver)

For context, listen to the video the 8 stages of the process ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=su5FTMjG6jA)

I will make a series of 8 blog, where every blog will expand on my personal experience of me moving through those step and ending every blog by applying self-forgiveness on the point that I am still holding within me for each stage.

Stage one : Self-deceiver

The self-deceiver is those who design systems within which they have complete control and benefit from those system. In order to maintain their position of power, they have to control all the parameter that will make sure that the slave remain slave and the people on the top remain on the top.

let's look at few example.

Control of information : With the mass media, social media they are able to control the flow of information. They give the illusion of free speech, but when you start saying something that is going against the interest of their agenda, you are censored, discredit, throw in jail or even killed. The consequence of this is that people start believing in a way that maintain the system in place and serve their agenda. Since people are not aware of how the mind programming work, they think that their point of view is their, therefore they will protect that point of view that maintain the current system in place.

Control of money : In this system, money is require to survive. If you have the control over money, you control who live or die. In USA, the FED are the want that print money(Federal reserve note) whenever they feel the need to. That's sounds like absolute control to me.

Control of education : Even in that system where money is under control, there's still way for a person to earn more money and increase is possibility. To make this, an effective education is require. That's why they make sure they have the control on education. People that doesn't have enough money will not have any other option that sending their kid to public school. It's have been showed in study that kid are born a creative genius, but the education system dumb us down and suppress a person ability to think creatively enough to raise himself to a position of wealth. Phonics method have been remove from the school to make sure child are not really able to learn.

Control of food: Big companies have completely take over the control of food. They are now filling the grocery with food that is depleted from minerals and vitamins, loaded with toxic additive. Because most people have not receive an effective education, they fall in their marketing trap. The consequence of this is poor health, lack of energy etc. Not a very good position to create change in this world.

Control of energy: Gaz, price of electricity, natural gaz etc. are all under control by big companies and since we rely on those thing to survive, we have a very little power of negotiation about the price of those thing.

Control of travel: Travel is restricted more and more so people stay in their country and not expand their world on what's possible. Once a person see another culture, they can see through the programming of their own county.


Now the way I have to approach this point is to look within me and ask myself. What part of me have been a Self-Delusioner? In what situation did I have attempt to take advantage of someone consiously or subconsciously?

I can even take a look at where I put my money. When I buy a pair of shoes that have been made by a underpaid children in another country, I am not any better than the parasitical elite class that live from my labor. I have to be honest here and clearly see how I have allowed myself to be a self-deceiver


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have never been a self-deceiver

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I was a better person than the self-deceiver on this planet

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the part of my that was parasitical

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take advantage of other people

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order to be able to change that system, I have to put myself in a position where I can change something and not just surviving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the self-deceiver of this planet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the current system is only maintain in place by a collective agreement, therefore we are all responsible for that system of control because we are collectively allowing it to be the way it is.