Day 32 : Responsible for what's happening within me

The first time, I heard about take 100% responsibility for anything and everything in my life, I had no idea how profound this concept was.

In my mind, I was thinking I was taking responsibility for everything, but it wasn't the case at all.

I haven't realize that real responsibility is implies what is happening within me. Every thought, Every emotion, Every feeling.

How could I pretend being responsible if I am not even aware of the consequence of my thought/emotion/feeling that run on autopilot.

I think responsibility probably start by at least becoming aware of the dysfunction within me. If those thing are the result of years of programming imprinted during the first 7 years of my life, it's my responsibility to deconstruct that programming, by using the tools and process that have been proven to work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I was taking 100 % responsiblity for my life without considering what was happening within me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear taking responsibility for my thought, emotions and feelings

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can not be responsible for everything if I am a slave from my mind.