Day 68 : Absolute individuality

Who I am as absolute individual within the concept of what's best for all?

Let's look, at the physical body for an instant. Every cell are playing a role for the optimal functioning of our physical body. Every cell still have individuality, but they are program to do what's best for the body as a whole. If the cells would not operate in harmony, the physical body would collapse very rapidly.


It's fascinating, because nature show us a clear example of what's possible for us human if we would all operate in harmony within the context of what's best for all life. Unfortunately, the mind/ego will never allow it to happen.

So why should I stand as absolute individual. Does individual mean being separate from the rest of the world?. I mean, what about the merging into oneness and dissolving my identity? What about being one with god and all that stuff?

Here's how I see absolute individuality.

- I am my own leader. That doesn't mean that I cannot inspire myself from people that are more advance in their own individual process. That doesn't mean that I cannot take advice from another person or get an additional perspective but I am 100 % in charge of my own process. I am the directive principle of my life.

- I direct myself by principle, not emotion and feeling. Now that I understand where emotion and feeling come from, I also realize that I cannot used them as a way to direct myself. In order to always move into the right direction I need to direct myself by principle. Every action and words that I say must be align with those principles. There's many principle that I am using to direct my life, but the principle of what's best for all is the main one. I am aware that if I don't move toward that direction, I will always continue to create additional conflict within me.

- Taking absolute 100% responsibility for everything and anything. I must take responsibility for every action, emotion, feeling, words and thought. I must acknowledge the consequence of my action on the collective.

- I must Give as I would like to receive. The ego want to take as much as possible. Take take take... until nothing left. By creating a world where everybody can give as they would like to receive we restore the natural balance like every cell contribute to the entire body, but also have their own nutritional need met by that biological system.

- I must stay connected with people that are standing within the same principle. Individual doesn't mean that I must be alone. In fact the power in groups can be used to support me in my individual process. Nobody can do it for me. Alone it's easy for my mind to fucked with me. If I am in a group, other people can make me aware of certain that that I am not aware of.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself enough to stand as an absolute individual

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate individuality with isolation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am alone in my process, but I can still benefits from the support of other people

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek validation instead of standing as absolute individual


I commit myself to stand as absolute individual within the context of what's best for all

I commit myself to take responsibility for everything and never blame anything outside of me.