Day 63 : Transmuting the anger into a greater level of responsibiity

As I observe our freedom being completely striped in order to supposedly '' protect'' us against a supposedly ''deadly'' virus that seems to only exist in people mind, I get a little bit pissed of.

Pissed off of people that are actually begging for having their freedom strip away because of fear
Pissed off of politician that doesn't give a fuck about what's in the best interest of people
Pissed off of everyone acting like completely brainwash zombie.
 etc.

At the end, what is the real reason why I am pissed of ?

It's really just, an emotion that is an actual reaction of thought that I have created in my mind.

I am creating those scenario in my mind and I react to it emotionally. That's kind of retard.

So what can I do?

Does that mean, that I will do nothing about the situation, knowing that what's actually happening is far from being in the best interest of all?

No that's the point. Being pissed off will not change anything to the situation. It's just my ego fucking with me.

So at the end, I am only pissed off of myself because I am not doing anything about the situation. How the fuck being sit and being pissed off will change anything.

So what can I do ?

The solution always remain the same. If I am not happy about the situation it' up to me to change it. It's my responsibility.

There's a reason why people can't see what I see and I know exactly what it is.

It just seems overwhelming when I think about the big picture, so where do I start.

It's time to go back to the basic: 1+1=2

What's the next person that is ready to get the red pill. That's what I need to focused on.

What pissed me off in this world is what I need to take responsibility to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel pissed off

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that something outside of me was pissing me off

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take responsibility for what I can actually do instead of blaming what's outside of me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel overwhelm

If I find myself being pissed of, I stop and breath

I commit myself to transmute my emotional reaction into practical action in the physical

I commit myself to be the change that I want to see in this world