Day 64 : Different starting point for the same objective

A world that is Best for all, awesome let's do it
walk a 7 years process to get rid of all of my mental bullshit, sound awesome!
Vlog and blog myself out of hell and expose my process to the general public, cool !

Is wanting to do what is best for all is enough?

I was looking at 2 videos that was talking about our starting point. Consciously, we think that we are doing certain things for a reason. I mean what higher purpose could we have than wanting to create a world that's best for all.

As I was listening to those videos, I realize that in the depth of our unconscious mind could be hidden a totally different starting point that the one that we think we have.

Even the objective of creating a world that is best for all can came from the ego, and not from a space of realization that it is the best thing to do. The nature doesn't do what's best from the starting point of ego.

So where's the problem, if I do what's best anyway?

If the ego is still in charge, it will be impossible to bring real sustainable change anyway.

So do I need to change my objective? No, I just need to change my starting point.

Do I need to figure out every subconscious or unconscious desire right now ? No, it's a process

I don't need to understand everything right now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my starting point is not what I think it is

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that even doing what is best can have the ego as starting point

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I must have absolute clarity about my starting point in order to move foward

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my starting point will become more and more clear as I move forward in my process