Day 43: Feel good in the process of doing the right things.

Everybody is trying to feel good.

It’s not that there’s something wrong about feeling good.

The problem is when we start denying what’s happening around us in order to feel good.

Denial is just a way to postpone consequences.

In fact all consequences keep accumulating while we are in denial.

At the some point, everything explode in our face. At this moment many people will try to find what outside force is responsible for their misfortune. They blame that life is unfair, that it’s everybody’s fault. Very few people are willing to take 100% responsibility. Unfortunately there’s no other way out.

By acting this way a person can feel good for a while, but it’s just a quick fix. 

Therefore, what I found from my own experience is that when I acknowledge the misery that’s all around me, and I work towards a solution that consider everybody. I do feel really good in the process. Even if Confronting everything that I have accepted and allowed is sometimes very uncomfortable, deep down I have a good feeling within, because I know that I move towards equality, .

In other words, I feel good in the process even if some stage of the process make me feel like crap for a moment, because I know I am doing the right things.

Feeling good in doing the wrong things will never create lasting effects because, if you deny your connection with everyone and everything, you are denying yourself. Therefore, what make you feel good today will make you sad tomorrow. This is just the natural cycle of polarity. You can pretend that gravity doesn’t exist, but the gravity doesn’t care about your opinion. It’s gonna crush you on the ground if you jump from a building. If you are aware of the consequences, you are smart enough to not jump from a building. One of the main problem we have is that people are not even able to see the consequences of what they are doing anymore. That’s why a drastic change in education is required.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take responsibility for the unpleasant things that have happened to me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the consequences of what I did 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to feel good without considering how reality operate

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that trying to feel good without considering other, is just increasing misery on this planet 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it’s perfectly o.k. to feel good in the process of moving towards equality.