Day 40 : 8 stage of the process part 6 of 8 ( self realizer)

For context listen to the video 8 stage of the process https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=su5FTMjG6jA

In the video Bernard explain that the self-realizer is the point where a person realize that there's a problem and they have to do self-correction. It's the begining of a 7 years process of walking in reverse and apply self-forgiveness and self-correction.


After spending dozens of years in the 5 first stage, it's almost a liberation to finally enter in a step where I can start deconstruct the lie I have created and maintain during all those years.Of course it's not necessarily agreeable to face the lies that I have created within me over all theses years, but I can clearly see the necessity of it. Once you've take the red pill, you cannot go back in the delusion. Since there's no way to go back, lets move toward the real by deconstructing the layers of the mind one by one.It's time to take 100% responsibility for the misery I have create for myself and other by remaining into denial during my 5 first stage. It's time to be self-honest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lie to myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lie to other

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no change is possible without self-honesty

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it gonna take time to deconstruct the layer of the mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a life based on self-interest is create suffering for myself and other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order to bring a world that is best for all, I must deconstruct everything within me that is not align with that purpose