Do you remember what happened to you before you where born
We cannot remember anything, because memories only
Exist in the mind, and we don’t have a mind when we came into this world, it’s only during the
First 7 years of life that we create our identity based on our environment. We are not a mind, we become a mind.
What does that mean?
Reincarnation or not, we only have one life to change the world.
Even if we would come back, it doesn’t change anything because we always start from zero.
Now as you can see, life has been removed out of the equation on this planet. We are slowly but surely transforming the planet into a huge dump. Poverty keep increasing more and more.
Now let’s imagine that you reincarnate into your next life, and you are born in abject poverty. You have forgot everything, and now there’s no opportunity for you to change anything. At this point you might feel that life is unfair, but in fact, you have an opportunity to create change in this world, but you didn’t take it because you was blind by consumerism.
Just imagine being the child that is making your shoes in your next life. Isn’t what we call Karma?
Anyway the main point is, we only have one life to bring change in this world. We have one life to rebirth ourselves as life.
The good news is that there’s a way out. In order to bring change in the system, we have to start to change ourselves. If one person can change, the world can change, because the world is just a collective agreement. The problem we are facing is that people think they change, but they don’t. They only change on the surface, not on the resonance level. There’s really no way out, we need to follow a proven systematic way that create real change. The turning point is the point of self honesty, when you realize that you’re desire to be more was bullshit then you have to face yourself and start walking backwards.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have many life to bring change in this world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that there’s more than enough time to change the world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that we don’t remember anything from before our death
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that reincarnation or not it doesn’t matter, because our actual life is the greatest opportunity for me while I am in the 1% of this world ( 1% being people that earn more than 30 000/year)
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if reincarnation does exist my process will be back to zero on my next life because I would just create another mind that would fuck me up
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to recognize that I currently have the greatest opportunity ever right here, right now in this life.
I commit myself to devote my life to bring change in the system and move this world toward a world that is best for all.
Monday, 9 March 2020
Wednesday, 19 February 2020
Day 60 : The end of my DIP Lite, the begining of my process !
Yesterday I have complete the DIP Lite process. By looking back I was able to see the amazing transformation that occur in my life in the last few months by going through this process.
I try so many things over the years, I read many books, I study many personal development programs. In my mind, I had a pretty clear understanding of how the minds works and I thought that I was ''advanced'' in my development. I was categorically wrong. At that time I didn't know the difference between changing or thinking that I am changing. I was spending so much energy trying to convince myself that I was changing that I was avoiding facing the fact that at the core I was still the same. The character on the surface did change, but to the core I was exactly the same. A quick look at my life was validating that fact.
Why I didn't change even after I read all those books and went to all those programs ? Because I wasn't going in the right direction. I didn't realize at that time that : '' everything is in reverse''
That realization was one of the most profound things that have ever happen to me. In one of his audio Bernard express it this way '' Everything is in reverse, so when you start walking backwards you end up finding what's going on''. It's just common sense when I look at it now, how could I have miss that for so long.
The reason why I never REALLY change with the other tools I was using was because I wasn't walking in reverse. I was obsess by my own self-betterment. The problems was that I wasn't realizing that by trying to make myself better and discarding all other human being, I was in fact mentally increasing the gap between me an other human being. The perfect recipe to end up in complete misery. The great things with life is that when you are surfing on the wave of delusion, you inevitably end up crashing big time. When you crash you are ready lol. Because the door is then wide open for self-honesty. Being honest about what ? Honest about the fact that I was a living lie !
I have been introduce to the concept of responsibility in the past, and in my mind, I was taking responsibility for everything in my life. Again, I wasn't taking responsibility at all, because I wasn't taking responsibility for all my automated thought/emotion/feelings that was operating in the backgrounds of my mind as I was going throughout the day.
How could I claim to take responsibility when I am not even in control of what's happening within me ?
That's when the real change start for me. When I stop to try to make myself better. Instead of that, I acknowledged how completely fucked the backchat that was dictating my behaviour was. The cool thing was that the DIP Lite was offering the tools to deconstruct all those pattern that was making up my inner hell !
So now instead of trying to change thing on the surface, I was able to confront and deal with all that fucked up programming. I could finally face my ''demons'' for real.
So that's when the journey really started for me. I then identify many points that I want to work on.
The great thing with that process is that the more I was using it and the more I was becoming self-aware of what was going on inside of me. I could literally see how I was looping myself within recurring pattern of though/emotion/feeling.
I was only repeating certain experience over and over again.
As I become aware of those things, I started using the tools to deconstruct them.
After around 1 years of introspection, self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self corrective application, the change that I have experience in my life have been very impressive. Here's few of the things that I have experience.
The fear of what other people think of me have virtually completely vanish. As a results of that, I have been able to create my own YouTube channel, where I can freely share about virtually any subject.This have also allowed me to start my business and to worked in the field of sales. This would have been impossible for me to do before, because I couldn't stand being rejected. I am more authentic in my relationship with people, because I can express myself more freely because I don't have that backgrounds fear of being disliked.
Before DIP Lite, I was an horrible communicator. That was just the results of years of suppression that just build that big ball of emotions/feeling that was preventing me to express myself clearly. Now that I have deconstruct all those things, my ability to communicate have just skyrocketed! I could speak on a stage without problems now ! I will probably do it in a close future.
Without going in great details here's few others benefits that I have experiences. I feel more alive than I ever feel. I found my purpose in my life, I make things happen, my relationship with people are better than ever. I feel better in my body that I have ever felt. I am more at peace with myself than I have ever been.
Of course my life is not perfect, I am still falling from time to time, but it's just because I have more work to do. The entire process is 7 years, so I am really just scratching the surface of it.But the great things is that we don't have to wait 7 years to started having the benefits. After only one months of dedicate application, I was already starting to see great results.
So now, I am really just at the beginning of the beginning. I am really excited about continuing to walk my process, because now I KNOW the incredible value of those tools.
Thanks for the Desteni groups for making all of this possible. The DIP Lite is really a gift to humanity, a gift that everyone should offer to themselves.
Thanks to my buddy for reviewing my process and making sure I wasn't going off track.
I am looking forward to start the DIP PRO !!
I try so many things over the years, I read many books, I study many personal development programs. In my mind, I had a pretty clear understanding of how the minds works and I thought that I was ''advanced'' in my development. I was categorically wrong. At that time I didn't know the difference between changing or thinking that I am changing. I was spending so much energy trying to convince myself that I was changing that I was avoiding facing the fact that at the core I was still the same. The character on the surface did change, but to the core I was exactly the same. A quick look at my life was validating that fact.
Why I didn't change even after I read all those books and went to all those programs ? Because I wasn't going in the right direction. I didn't realize at that time that : '' everything is in reverse''
That realization was one of the most profound things that have ever happen to me. In one of his audio Bernard express it this way '' Everything is in reverse, so when you start walking backwards you end up finding what's going on''. It's just common sense when I look at it now, how could I have miss that for so long.
The reason why I never REALLY change with the other tools I was using was because I wasn't walking in reverse. I was obsess by my own self-betterment. The problems was that I wasn't realizing that by trying to make myself better and discarding all other human being, I was in fact mentally increasing the gap between me an other human being. The perfect recipe to end up in complete misery. The great things with life is that when you are surfing on the wave of delusion, you inevitably end up crashing big time. When you crash you are ready lol. Because the door is then wide open for self-honesty. Being honest about what ? Honest about the fact that I was a living lie !
I have been introduce to the concept of responsibility in the past, and in my mind, I was taking responsibility for everything in my life. Again, I wasn't taking responsibility at all, because I wasn't taking responsibility for all my automated thought/emotion/feelings that was operating in the backgrounds of my mind as I was going throughout the day.
How could I claim to take responsibility when I am not even in control of what's happening within me ?
That's when the real change start for me. When I stop to try to make myself better. Instead of that, I acknowledged how completely fucked the backchat that was dictating my behaviour was. The cool thing was that the DIP Lite was offering the tools to deconstruct all those pattern that was making up my inner hell !
So now instead of trying to change thing on the surface, I was able to confront and deal with all that fucked up programming. I could finally face my ''demons'' for real.
So that's when the journey really started for me. I then identify many points that I want to work on.
The great thing with that process is that the more I was using it and the more I was becoming self-aware of what was going on inside of me. I could literally see how I was looping myself within recurring pattern of though/emotion/feeling.
I was only repeating certain experience over and over again.
As I become aware of those things, I started using the tools to deconstruct them.
After around 1 years of introspection, self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self corrective application, the change that I have experience in my life have been very impressive. Here's few of the things that I have experience.
The fear of what other people think of me have virtually completely vanish. As a results of that, I have been able to create my own YouTube channel, where I can freely share about virtually any subject.This have also allowed me to start my business and to worked in the field of sales. This would have been impossible for me to do before, because I couldn't stand being rejected. I am more authentic in my relationship with people, because I can express myself more freely because I don't have that backgrounds fear of being disliked.
Before DIP Lite, I was an horrible communicator. That was just the results of years of suppression that just build that big ball of emotions/feeling that was preventing me to express myself clearly. Now that I have deconstruct all those things, my ability to communicate have just skyrocketed! I could speak on a stage without problems now ! I will probably do it in a close future.
Without going in great details here's few others benefits that I have experiences. I feel more alive than I ever feel. I found my purpose in my life, I make things happen, my relationship with people are better than ever. I feel better in my body that I have ever felt. I am more at peace with myself than I have ever been.
Of course my life is not perfect, I am still falling from time to time, but it's just because I have more work to do. The entire process is 7 years, so I am really just scratching the surface of it.But the great things is that we don't have to wait 7 years to started having the benefits. After only one months of dedicate application, I was already starting to see great results.
So now, I am really just at the beginning of the beginning. I am really excited about continuing to walk my process, because now I KNOW the incredible value of those tools.
Thanks for the Desteni groups for making all of this possible. The DIP Lite is really a gift to humanity, a gift that everyone should offer to themselves.
Thanks to my buddy for reviewing my process and making sure I wasn't going off track.
I am looking forward to start the DIP PRO !!
Sunday, 2 February 2020
Day 59 : There's no friction in doing what's best for all
Recently I realize something very cool.
When you do what's best for all, there's no inner conflict
In the past I always had that desire to have an impact, but I realize that everything that I was trying wasn't having any impact whatsoever on the world.
I very often ending up justifying myself and pretending in my mind that I was doing something good for the world.
The problem was that my understanding of good was limited and pre-program. I wasn't aware that good as polarity contain the bad in itself.
So how can I have a ''positive'' impact if doing what's good doesn't work.
I was trapped in that cycle. Trapped in that inner conflict that seems to have no way out.
As the time went on and I multiply failure after failure, I end up realizing that my life wasn't going anywhere no matter how hard I was trying to get out of that cycle, I was only looping myself and always end up at the same starting point. You can probably imagine the frustration that I was experiencing at that point. It felt like if I was lost in bush, walked for 3 days and realize that I would be back that the point where I was when I started walking.
At some point I have been introduce to the concepts of doing what is best for all. The first time I heard about that I almost immediately discard it, because I was not able to process it. It was too overwhelming to me to think that I could do what is best for all life.
As I keep investigate more more that concept, start to walk my process and start to increase my processing ability, I started to SEE for the first time what best for all means. I understand the ''why'' behind the process. I also came to realize that the process is useless if I don't have in mind what's best for all in the application of the tools.
As I experience more and more results, everything get clearer and clearer.
At some point I got a massive realization. I realize that if know with absolute certainty that I am doing what is best for all, I am on my way to end up the inner conflict within me. I came to realize that I don't just loop myself within a polarity cycle when I do what's best because I include everyone and everything.If I really do what's best, I have nothing to fear. At this point self-awareness become really really important so I am not fooling myself.
It's so easy to justify an action that is not best by pretending that it is. This is where self-honesty came in. Deep down we all know what's best, it's just about being honest about it.
I came to understood that there's no path because everything is here. It's all about correcting myself as what is best here in every moment, in every breath. That also include what I am actually doing to bring what is best in the physical.
I put that to the test in the last couple of months. The results have been mind blowing. For the first time of my life, I know I am doing the right thing, I see my life changing for real. I also see other people in my environment changing. People interact with me in a different way. That time I didn't just change in my mind, I am REALLY changing. It feel like if I was starting to live for real, because when I know that I am doing what's best, I don't have any backgrounds fear, because when I really do what is best, I don't have nothing to hide.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there's not friction in doing what's best for all
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there's no fear in doing what's best for all
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a world that is best for all is the only way out.
When you do what's best for all, there's no inner conflict
In the past I always had that desire to have an impact, but I realize that everything that I was trying wasn't having any impact whatsoever on the world.
I very often ending up justifying myself and pretending in my mind that I was doing something good for the world.
The problem was that my understanding of good was limited and pre-program. I wasn't aware that good as polarity contain the bad in itself.
So how can I have a ''positive'' impact if doing what's good doesn't work.
I was trapped in that cycle. Trapped in that inner conflict that seems to have no way out.
As the time went on and I multiply failure after failure, I end up realizing that my life wasn't going anywhere no matter how hard I was trying to get out of that cycle, I was only looping myself and always end up at the same starting point. You can probably imagine the frustration that I was experiencing at that point. It felt like if I was lost in bush, walked for 3 days and realize that I would be back that the point where I was when I started walking.
At some point I have been introduce to the concepts of doing what is best for all. The first time I heard about that I almost immediately discard it, because I was not able to process it. It was too overwhelming to me to think that I could do what is best for all life.
As I keep investigate more more that concept, start to walk my process and start to increase my processing ability, I started to SEE for the first time what best for all means. I understand the ''why'' behind the process. I also came to realize that the process is useless if I don't have in mind what's best for all in the application of the tools.
As I experience more and more results, everything get clearer and clearer.
At some point I got a massive realization. I realize that if know with absolute certainty that I am doing what is best for all, I am on my way to end up the inner conflict within me. I came to realize that I don't just loop myself within a polarity cycle when I do what's best because I include everyone and everything.If I really do what's best, I have nothing to fear. At this point self-awareness become really really important so I am not fooling myself.
It's so easy to justify an action that is not best by pretending that it is. This is where self-honesty came in. Deep down we all know what's best, it's just about being honest about it.
I came to understood that there's no path because everything is here. It's all about correcting myself as what is best here in every moment, in every breath. That also include what I am actually doing to bring what is best in the physical.
I put that to the test in the last couple of months. The results have been mind blowing. For the first time of my life, I know I am doing the right thing, I see my life changing for real. I also see other people in my environment changing. People interact with me in a different way. That time I didn't just change in my mind, I am REALLY changing. It feel like if I was starting to live for real, because when I know that I am doing what's best, I don't have any backgrounds fear, because when I really do what is best, I don't have nothing to hide.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there's not friction in doing what's best for all
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there's no fear in doing what's best for all
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a world that is best for all is the only way out.
Sunday, 12 January 2020
Day 58: When we have nothing left to hide... we are free!
I was pondering about the concept of freedom.
One teacher have explain me that freedom was having nothing left to lose.
In some way, it's true, but I thing that there's still place for misinterpretation.
People then start thinking that freedom is being free from relationship or material possession, but even those that doesn't have physical possession, are still possess. Possess by the mind. That little voice in the head that judge all the time is possessing the physical body and create an inner hell in every human being. Nobody talk about it. Everyone is ashamed of what's going on in their secret mind.
The mind/ego is operating in secret and his deepest fear is to be exposed. You don't believe that don't you ? Think about that this way.
Let's imagine that every thought that you have would be recorded on a tape and written on paper. All the judgments, fears, secret desire, all on tape. All the pictures that you have created in your mind, put on video tape. Then we take all library of your mind and we make it accessible to every human being on this planet. Everybody can look at every single thought that you have in your mind. How would you feel about that.
If you are not comfortable being completely exposed, that show that you have something to hide. And because you have something to hide, you are in a perpetual state of fear. The fear of being exposed.
Now let's imagine that your entire thinking would be thought of consideration for all life. No judgments at all, no manipulation, no fear. Complete self-honesty. Would you be afraid having your mind exposed to the entire planet? No you would not have anything to hide. Therefore you would not have any fear. You could operate in this world without having that perpetual fear that someone could discover what's happening in your secret mind. That sounds like REAL freedom to me.
As long as we have the intention of doing what's NOT best for all life, we will have something to hide and we will remain a slave of our mind.
Do you want to live a life of freedom or slavery ?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as long as I have something to hide, I cannot be free
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take responsibility for everything that is happening in the secret mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that freedom is not about having nothing left to lose, it's about having nothing left to hide.
When I found myself having a thought that doesn't consider all life, I stop and breath.
I commit myself to walk my process and deconstruct every programs/patters that doesn't consider all life
I commit myself to be aware of the consequence of the secret mind
Monday, 6 January 2020
Day 57 : Sooner or later, we have to face ourselves
It's incredible all the path that we can take in order to avoid facing ourselves. I have personally try many of them until I reach to point of self honesty and start walking in reverse.Here's few example of paths that I have tried in my quest to find myself, to finally realize that I was in fact avoiding facing myself.
Being a workaholic : My plan was clear. I didn't want to work my entire life, so I am going to work like a maniac. At that time I was uneducated so my plan had 0% to work, but I noticed that I while I was focus on working, I was feeling kind of good, because it was keeping me distracted from facing my inner hell. It work for a while until I end up in a complete burnout.
Being a travel Junkie : After feeling trapped and stuck in a job for so long, I came to the conclusion that there's more in this world than working, so I started travelling and really enjoy it. Again, travelling the world was preventing myself to face my inner world.
Relationship: while I was feeling love I didn't have to face the inner turmoil inside of me. Unfortunately, relationship based on feelings doesn't last very long, so when the love as feeling start to vanish, the relation is very soon also gone.
Get drunk ! : That as always been one of my favourite escape route. Alcohol always make me feel fantastic. It's almost like if every limits was remove from me and the background noise/fear also disappear. it's always give me a great sense of relief. Unfortunately, alcohol is also another way to avoid facing what is going on inside of me. I many case I have drink too much and do thing that I have regrets for months.
Self-betterment: Let's become more! meditation, positive thinking, light work etc. I have try and test everything under the sun. On the surface, it seems that I was experiencing some change, but at the core I was still fucked. Because what I didn't realize at that time is that self-betterment was in fact increasing the gap between me and other human being, and I was again avoiding facing myself. I went very far into my delusion until my identity based on delusion completely collapse.
After I have gone through those various path, I had no where else to go. I had to face myself in complete self-honesty. I had to be honest about the fact that none of those path had work for me to ''find myself''. Then I had been exposed to the Desteni tool and after a while I really start to understand what I was doing by trying all those various path: I was avoiding facing myself. I was dishonest about the fact that I wasn't really changing. I was not becoming a better person ( better here define as someone who consider all life).
Every road lead to self-honesty, sooner or later we have to face ourselves. What I found is that sooner is better than later. Many people die, without having ever came to the realization that they must face the consequence of what they have accepted and allowed to become. What happen when we die? I cannot answers this question for the moment, but I won't wait to get there. I will walk this process here in this life on this earth, because it make sense to do it.
The bad news is that it take 7 years to deconstruct the entire lie that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become, the good news is that event one months of real dedicate application is enough to start seeing significant results.
I have recently ended my delusion, and it was the most liberating thing I have ever experience. I know I have huge amount of work to do, but with the results that I am experiencing so far, I know I am not gonna back up. There's no other way out any way.
What better way could exist than the way of what is best for all life ?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid facing myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself from facing the consequences of what I have accepted and allowed myself to become
Being a workaholic : My plan was clear. I didn't want to work my entire life, so I am going to work like a maniac. At that time I was uneducated so my plan had 0% to work, but I noticed that I while I was focus on working, I was feeling kind of good, because it was keeping me distracted from facing my inner hell. It work for a while until I end up in a complete burnout.
Being a travel Junkie : After feeling trapped and stuck in a job for so long, I came to the conclusion that there's more in this world than working, so I started travelling and really enjoy it. Again, travelling the world was preventing myself to face my inner world.
Relationship: while I was feeling love I didn't have to face the inner turmoil inside of me. Unfortunately, relationship based on feelings doesn't last very long, so when the love as feeling start to vanish, the relation is very soon also gone.
Get drunk ! : That as always been one of my favourite escape route. Alcohol always make me feel fantastic. It's almost like if every limits was remove from me and the background noise/fear also disappear. it's always give me a great sense of relief. Unfortunately, alcohol is also another way to avoid facing what is going on inside of me. I many case I have drink too much and do thing that I have regrets for months.
Self-betterment: Let's become more! meditation, positive thinking, light work etc. I have try and test everything under the sun. On the surface, it seems that I was experiencing some change, but at the core I was still fucked. Because what I didn't realize at that time is that self-betterment was in fact increasing the gap between me and other human being, and I was again avoiding facing myself. I went very far into my delusion until my identity based on delusion completely collapse.
After I have gone through those various path, I had no where else to go. I had to face myself in complete self-honesty. I had to be honest about the fact that none of those path had work for me to ''find myself''. Then I had been exposed to the Desteni tool and after a while I really start to understand what I was doing by trying all those various path: I was avoiding facing myself. I was dishonest about the fact that I wasn't really changing. I was not becoming a better person ( better here define as someone who consider all life).
Every road lead to self-honesty, sooner or later we have to face ourselves. What I found is that sooner is better than later. Many people die, without having ever came to the realization that they must face the consequence of what they have accepted and allowed to become. What happen when we die? I cannot answers this question for the moment, but I won't wait to get there. I will walk this process here in this life on this earth, because it make sense to do it.
The bad news is that it take 7 years to deconstruct the entire lie that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become, the good news is that event one months of real dedicate application is enough to start seeing significant results.
I have recently ended my delusion, and it was the most liberating thing I have ever experience. I know I have huge amount of work to do, but with the results that I am experiencing so far, I know I am not gonna back up. There's no other way out any way.
What better way could exist than the way of what is best for all life ?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid facing myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distract myself from facing the consequences of what I have accepted and allowed myself to become
Thursday, 19 December 2019
Day 56 : When you're lost, turn around to find your way back
When you walk in the forest during winter time, every step leave a
footprint on the ground. If at some point you realize that you are lost,
you have to turn around and start walking in reverse. At some point you
will be back to where you are from and you won't be lost anymore. If
you are lost and refuse to admit it, you can keep walking and walking
and walking. But if you go in the wrong direction, you will be in a
worse situation. By refusing to use common sense and walking in reverse,
you will end up freezing to death.
That was of course a metaphor to introduce how easily we have lost in common sense.
We are all lost in our mind. We are thinking all day long. The thinking never stop, it started when we wake up, and stop when we fall asleep.
Unfortunately, the ego don't want to admit that we are lost, because he want to be right at all cost. That's the point where we forget to use our common sense.
If we would have common sense, we would stop and turn 180 degree and start walking in reverse until we reach the point where we are not lost anymore.
Instead of footprint in the snow, our mind have been imprinted by thought/emotion/feeling, they all show us what step need to be ''walked in reverse''
We didn't always think, so what where we when we wasn't thinking? I guess that the only way to find out is to walk in reverse until I get there and see what remain.
In that sense, it's now clear that self-betterment is really only based on delusion, because it's all mind based. We can only be more than other in our mind, but in reality, we are all flesh and bones and are all physically equal. Fascinating that the concept of king and slave have become so real in our mind that we have manifest it in our physical existence. Pretty fucked up !
By trying to make myself better, I am only increasing the separation between me and other person. Fortunately, delusion is not sustainable and when we go to much further into our delusion, we have to face an inevitable crash where we loose everything( sounds like the story of jobs). If we survive this, we don't have any other option to start being self-honest and admit that delusion doesn't work very well. That's where can start to deconstruct the lie that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become by starting to walking in reverse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that self-betterment is increasing the sense of separation between human being
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the polarity better/less have create huge amount of suffering on this planet, where people think that they are more deserving than other
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to give up self-betterment and start walking in reverse
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the common sense of walking in reverse
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing myself by deconstruction who I have become as mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach a sense of identity to my thought/emotion/feeling
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the first step to find myself was first to admit that I was going into the wrong direction.
That was of course a metaphor to introduce how easily we have lost in common sense.
We are all lost in our mind. We are thinking all day long. The thinking never stop, it started when we wake up, and stop when we fall asleep.
Unfortunately, the ego don't want to admit that we are lost, because he want to be right at all cost. That's the point where we forget to use our common sense.
If we would have common sense, we would stop and turn 180 degree and start walking in reverse until we reach the point where we are not lost anymore.
Instead of footprint in the snow, our mind have been imprinted by thought/emotion/feeling, they all show us what step need to be ''walked in reverse''
We didn't always think, so what where we when we wasn't thinking? I guess that the only way to find out is to walk in reverse until I get there and see what remain.
In that sense, it's now clear that self-betterment is really only based on delusion, because it's all mind based. We can only be more than other in our mind, but in reality, we are all flesh and bones and are all physically equal. Fascinating that the concept of king and slave have become so real in our mind that we have manifest it in our physical existence. Pretty fucked up !
By trying to make myself better, I am only increasing the separation between me and other person. Fortunately, delusion is not sustainable and when we go to much further into our delusion, we have to face an inevitable crash where we loose everything( sounds like the story of jobs). If we survive this, we don't have any other option to start being self-honest and admit that delusion doesn't work very well. That's where can start to deconstruct the lie that we have accepted and allowed ourselves to become by starting to walking in reverse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that self-betterment is increasing the sense of separation between human being
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the polarity better/less have create huge amount of suffering on this planet, where people think that they are more deserving than other
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to give up self-betterment and start walking in reverse
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the common sense of walking in reverse
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing myself by deconstruction who I have become as mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach a sense of identity to my thought/emotion/feeling
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the first step to find myself was first to admit that I was going into the wrong direction.
Thursday, 12 December 2019
Day 55 : if you want to hide something put it in plain sight
If you want to hide something put it in plain sight
Everyone is trying to find what are the secrets of existence.
Fascinating all the crazy stuff that we can come up within our mind.
When someone say to me, my body is not real, the thought that came into my mind is : '' I wonder if they will still thinking that way when they will be in pain after I punch them in the face lol ''
There's also all the ''quantum thinker'' that explain me that the tree only exist because we create it with our mind. It's so curious that a person that is born blind will hit that tree if they walk into even if they couldn't even conceive what a tree look like.
Where do I want to go with that. People have become so obsess about trying to understand what reality is through their mind that they are not able to see what's in front of them anymore. For them the physical world is not real so they can do whatever they want without consequence. Unfortunately that kind of attitude have lead us is a pretty fucked up situation where people are dying from atrocious conditions.
It's right in front of us, how can we miss it. How dare we saying that our body is not fucking real lol.
When we think about it, we are limitless in our ability to create delusion in our mind.
It's kind of saying, that if I put green sunglasses, the entire world have become green when in fact we have put a filter between us and the world that change the way we perceive it.
Does perceptions is reality? Yeah, the reality of our little bubble we create in our mind not ''THE REALITY''. The ironic thing is that our mind is generated by our body, so the ego is kind of arrogant to pretend that the body that generate it is not real lol.
The real world is right in front of us, but we can't really see it because we are so fucking stuck in our mind.
Fuck you mind, I take a breath ( brake) from you
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every knowledge of what reality can't be trust, because knowledge only exist in the mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that my physical body wasn't real
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thing that the physical world wasn't real
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I could shape reality with my mind, when in fact, I only shape my perception of reality
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the real world is right in front of me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I was more than the physical
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am equal and one with everything in this world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to access to reality through thinking
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that breathing bring my back in the real
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the consequence of only existing as a mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my identity by acknowledging my equality with everything that exist
When I find myself being lost in my thought, I stop and breath
I commit myself to stop any form of delusion
Everyone is trying to find what are the secrets of existence.
Fascinating all the crazy stuff that we can come up within our mind.
When someone say to me, my body is not real, the thought that came into my mind is : '' I wonder if they will still thinking that way when they will be in pain after I punch them in the face lol ''
There's also all the ''quantum thinker'' that explain me that the tree only exist because we create it with our mind. It's so curious that a person that is born blind will hit that tree if they walk into even if they couldn't even conceive what a tree look like.
Where do I want to go with that. People have become so obsess about trying to understand what reality is through their mind that they are not able to see what's in front of them anymore. For them the physical world is not real so they can do whatever they want without consequence. Unfortunately that kind of attitude have lead us is a pretty fucked up situation where people are dying from atrocious conditions.
It's right in front of us, how can we miss it. How dare we saying that our body is not fucking real lol.
When we think about it, we are limitless in our ability to create delusion in our mind.
It's kind of saying, that if I put green sunglasses, the entire world have become green when in fact we have put a filter between us and the world that change the way we perceive it.
Does perceptions is reality? Yeah, the reality of our little bubble we create in our mind not ''THE REALITY''. The ironic thing is that our mind is generated by our body, so the ego is kind of arrogant to pretend that the body that generate it is not real lol.
The real world is right in front of us, but we can't really see it because we are so fucking stuck in our mind.
Fuck you mind, I take a breath ( brake) from you
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every knowledge of what reality can't be trust, because knowledge only exist in the mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that my physical body wasn't real
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thing that the physical world wasn't real
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I could shape reality with my mind, when in fact, I only shape my perception of reality
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the real world is right in front of me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I was more than the physical
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am equal and one with everything in this world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to access to reality through thinking
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that breathing bring my back in the real
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the consequence of only existing as a mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my identity by acknowledging my equality with everything that exist
When I find myself being lost in my thought, I stop and breath
I commit myself to stop any form of delusion
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