3. The Principle of Self-Perfection Through Self-Creation
Self-Perfection is the process of reflecting on and investigating myself through writing, releasing myself from the past through Self-Forgiveness, and changing myself through Self-Application and living change. These tools allow me to develop a deep intimacy with myself, enabling me to see the workings of who I am, how I came to be this way, and how to create myself into the best possible expression of myself that I can be. (source :https://desteni.org/about-us/desteni-principles)
The first time I have been expose to that process, I started to asked myself some question like. Why would I need to forgive myself? Did I done something wrong? I mean I was a good citizen according to the system, so why would I need to correct myself?
Later I realize that I was just limited in my ability to see and fully understand the consequence of was I was doing by participating in a system that was creating abuse by it's very design. Like the red pill in the Matrix, it was a hard pills to swallow. I understand why so much people rather stay in delusion instead of realizing the harm that they are causing in this world in this very existence.If nobody would need to correct themselves, we would have heaven on earth.
In order to understand the process of self-correction, I needed to first understand how my programming have been establish in the first place. I have been explain that in our first 7 years of life we are in phase where we integrate information in our environment at quantum speed. This information that we are exposed to become a part of our fundamental programming. I didn't have to believe anything, I could see it from my very eye. By understanding this concept, the idea of walking in reverse start to make more sense to me. I have to go back to find what will remain, when I will strip myself away from everything that is not me as pure expression of life as I use to be before I got a mind.
The next step for me, was to find what I actually need to forgive. I made a rule for myself to be able to direct myself more effectively in my self-forgiveness. I ask myself is that behaviour is best for all. Another way to say it is, if 7 billions people would have that behaviour, would the world would the world would be better or worse. This is where the self honesty came in. I could attempt to justify my delusion. I must really consider the big picture and not trapped myself into a positivity cycle, where I think I am a good person conceptually. I need to honestly investigate the consequence of what I am doing or not doing.
Now, how do I measure my process. How do I know that my change is real. Well, that's again where self-honesty is require. I have been convince in the past that I had change, when in fact, I only change as character, not fundamentally at the resonant level. I must find measurable way to measure my change in the physical world. Exposing my process is also a way for other people to see if I am changing, or lying to myself. The process is a 7 years process, but what I am always looking at is the next point that limit me to do what's best that I need to work on.
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